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The Reinvention of Me

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So… this is my last night of my last weekend as a 30 year old me and when I wake up it will be day one of the rest of my life…

Yeah… I know it sounds like common place, but believe it or not, it does have a special meaning to me… don’t ask me to explain… it has to do with significance of numbers and a few promises I made myself long ago… Some things I need to prove to myself… and a few other ones that I need to do before I run out of time.

Time… yeah… something so precious and something we don’t really give the right value to… Then when time comes we keep wondering where did time go… yeah… I know that feeling…

I am in a complete different place I had planned to be when I was asked 10 years ago: Where do you want to be in 1o years?

And you know what??? I am now old enough to see and admit that it doesn’t really matter that I am not who I wanted to be…  It doesn’t matter that I am not who I wanted to be “when I grow up”… The song is right, and some of the most interesting people I know today still don’t wanna know what they want to be when they grow up…

I am not going to lament who I am not… I will enjoy life and celebrate who I am… and where I can still get to…

I want to run, play and mess around with the kiddos in my life…

I want to love and be loved… And I want cuddles…

I want to wake up in the morning and… Carpe Diem…

Suckage will be thrown around… but the simple things will be there too to make sure the balance is restored.

The reinvention of me started a while ago… now it goes into full steam!

I’ve started the introductory class “Me 101″ and am learning quite a lot about someone I thought I had lost so long ago…

ME! Myself and I! :)

So… you should totally stay tunned to this version 3.1 of  Yuriware and find out what happens day by day as I reinvent myself again…

The basic challenges  have started… I have moved out again and am truly living on my on since … well since a looong time…. I have joined our local swimming pool and plan to go lap it every day 1st thing in the morn… I will cycle more than drive… and I will eat healthily… I am even having the help of my gorgeous GH styling me into someone that doesn’t wear clothes that make him look like a 50yo… I am taking more photos and enjoying life more (and I intend todo this alone, with friends and family and as a couple… there HAS to be balance… and I will find it! I am also shaving my chest for charity…

I will be fit by the end of the year… well… fit enough…

I am defining the way I will walk towards…  and whatever way that ends up being I will make sure it works… Not because I need to make it work (and yeah… I do need to make it work… specially as the generation that comes behind me  depends on me… but I need to o it to prove to myself that I still got what it takes!) because I need to leave a legacy.

And I am doing all that before version 3.1 gets upgraded to 3.2

I am taking new chalenges too and I am open to suggestions… What will you have me do????

 

 


2 comments

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  1. Emmie

    Live each day as it is. Expectations give rise to dissapointment. I like your way of thinking. Just be content :)

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    • I am learning to be happy with who I am… but content… ummm… I think I’ll always want more!!! :)

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