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I Solemnly Sweat I’m Up to No Good

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I think things deserve a bit of an Update right now… Mainly because  I feel like if I don’t get it all out I might go a little nuts. Between work, finding a new place to live and my always eventful do called “love life” I am sure I will heave a heart attack at some point.

I’m sorry if this post is a little cryptic… but it kinda needs to be right now. As grandma would say, for those who listen, half a word is plenty.

where do we start then?

I think today’s developments deserve a spotlight… So that’s where I’ll start:

It was dark and cold outside, and as we sat in that coffee shop sipping on a hot chocolate all I could think is how warm and at home I felt looking into her eyes… Even when embarrassed, she refused to meet my gaze half the time… I thought it was too darn cute to be honest… I thought a few times just how much I wanted to just say “fuck it!” and kiss her stubborn little face… Find out where the rabbit hole leads…

But life is never easy like that, is it? I knew that when we said au revoir as the train departed the station…

I know what she wants… She took her time explaining what she needs…

I took a deep breath… And like the good boy (ish) that I am (some times), I accepted the terms or engagement.

The cards are on the table… The hands have been dealt and the game has high stakes… Patience is key… Keeping up my poker face is nearly impossible tho… My eyes give it all away… they always have… I think they always will… I’m so not a poker player for goodness sake!

My heart sings… “Don’t worry about a thing…’cuz everything little thing, is gonna be alright…”

My brain SCREAMS… “DUUUUUDE…” and makes all the bells and klaxon noises trying to muffle what heart sings.

I am not going to lie… I want her in my life… There is no question about that… No doubt: of course I will say yes…

The game is on… And we will be playing by her rules I guess…

In life we play what cards we are dealt…

But I have a few aces up my sleeves…

And I solemnly swear I am up to no good… 😉

 

Hasta La Vista,



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